Tuesday, August 28, 2007

So un-cool....

My life is so... uncool. I never thought that I was going to grow up to be who I am. I work in an office (blah!). I manage people! Me! Oh the horror! How did I end up here?

Ok - so I am listening to Beck - Guero. Now, that guy is cool. Made a very cool career for himself - no matter the cost. Sang on street corners - and still sings. He's got some cool songs to show for his life. What do I have? It's not that I want to be as famous as him or that I think that I am as talented. I really don't care about any of that. I just don't want to be uncool!

I used to be cool at some point in my life - now I'm just freaking responsible. How awful! Practical! Ugh! Decent home, decent family, decent career - how did things go so wrong? Lost in a world of mediocrity.....

I am stuck in an American dream and I can't (or won't?) get out.....

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